The Perfect SOLDIER
A FFVII Sephiroth x Cloud story
by Lara Yokoshima

V. My first time

After long minutes, we arrived to a very luxurious building compared to others I have seen. It looked like giant condos, like the ones only the most important people could enjoy in Migdar city. I wanted to tell Sephiroth that I didn’t live there, but I couldn’t reunite enough strength to say it.

The car stopped in the building’s private garage, near the elevators. Sephiroth opened my door and lifted my body carefully, while I tried to walk with my legs that felt amazingly weak. We took the elevator up to the highest floor of the building. Just in front of the elevator was a door fabricated with the finest wood, bigger than others I have seen before. Sephiroth took out of his coat pocket an ID credential, introducing it to the groove and opening the door; we walked in, and he leaned me over a near wall, turning the lights on.

My eyes captured the most spacious and modern suite I have ever seen in my life that moment. With a smart combination of neutral colors, sophisticated furniture and so on, this was truly a worthy room for a person as important as Sephiroth. He took me again by my arm, taking me to his bedroom, where there was a huge bed. He placed me gently over it, trying to take off the coat of my black tuxedo, so I wouldn’t feel uncomfortable.

“Better?” he asked with his face close to mine.

“Yes…” I said sleepy. But I couldn’t stay here and sleep on his bed; it would have been a disrespectful thing to do even though I was feeling sick. “You shouldn’t have done this,” I said later, when Sephiroth was leaving the room. My words stopped him and he sat next to me once again.

“It was my fault you got in this weak condition” he responded calmly, slowly caressing my cheek. “Is the least I can do” he continued finishing the sentence. I nodded truly ashamed of myself, and tried to tell him I was so sorry, but he only denied with his head so I won’t make more useless efforts.

“Thank you” I muttered. After all Sephiroth have done for me, it was necessary I showed my gratitude. He only smiled. He stood close, staring at me for a long time, and I didn’t have a clue why, beginning to feel uncomfortable.

“What...?” I wanted to ask.

“Be quiet…” was the last thing Sephiroth said to me, joining his lips with mine. In that moment all my senses woke up, opening my eyes entirely but staying still. The weird thing was that I didn’t try to reject him. Why was Sephiroth doing that?

After kissing me for a few seconds, Sephiroth withdrew his face, staring at me with those green eyes. I stared back, a little confused and with my cheeks slightly blushed. My heart palpitated strongly and my breathing became more agitated. Sephiroth brushed my lips with his thumb, smiling at me softly.

“You are beautiful” he murmured, and lowered his lips to my skin, slowly kissing my cheek, my lips, my chin… going down my neck while he unbuttoned my white shirt.

I started to moan softly, the effect of the alcohol in my blood stopped me from reasoning right and I just let myself swim in the pleasant sensation that man provoked on me. Sephiroth, without stopping kissing my skin, took off his black coat and then his shirt, letting me see his well toned body, as white as fine porcelain. After that he continued unbuttoning my shirt, until he took it off completely, kissing my bare chest. His wet tongue rubbed one of my nipples, and I jumped a little trying to raise my body.

“Easy…” he whispered while he held my chest with his hand, laying me down again. I didn’t have a clue of what Sephiroth was doing, but I let him continue, afraid of rejecting him. My mind said no, but my body was strangely aroused by the caresses of my exemplary idol. Slowly, Sephiroth unbuckled my belt, and then opened my pants with dexterity.

He moved his hand under my trousers, and my breath accelerated with each passing moment. I gasped when I felt his warm hand over my crotch, closing my legs unconsciously. Sephiroth opened them a little, while he took my member with softness and he stared at me with a slight smile on his lips. His face got closer to mine once again, giving me a short kiss, withdrawing later his hand from me. Then he lowered my pants and underwear, leaving me completely naked with only my white socks on my feet. I blushed immediately; nobody has ever seen me naked, especially in this position.

“Just like a kid, even though you are 16” Sephiroth smiled, while staring at me with certain tenderness. I couldn’t do anything else but laugh nervously. He was sitting close to me, but moments later, he placed his right hand over my chest, rubbing it slightly and lowering his hand even more, to my stomach and then to my crotch. I gasped frightened when Sephiroth began to stroke me; he lowered his head, putting it in between my legs, raising them to his shoulders and keeping them elevated. I stared at him with fear, but he smiled at me again.

“I won’t harm you… trust me” he said, and after saying this, he gently place his lips over the tip of my erect manhood, kissing it softly. Then he consumed it entirely with his mouth, and I felt how his saliva moistened my skin, until I began moaning again, this time with more intensity. I closed my eyes and took my hand to my mouth, biting one finger softly. With my other hand I took the black silk sheets, while Sephiroth caressed slowly my sensitive organ with his tongue.

Nobody has ever given me so much pleasure like Sephiroth that night. My mind still didn’t understand what was happening to my body, or with the way that superior SOLDIER was acting. Sephiroth later released me from his humid mouth, raising from the bed and reaching with his arm the nightstand’s drawer next to the bed. He took out a lube tube and placed it near me. Then he rose, unbuttoning his pants and taking them off completely. Did I mention Sephiroth didn’t use any underwear?

Sephiroth sat by my side again completely naked, and took the tube that he previously left over the bed. He opened it and poured a translucent gel over his fingers. He left the tube beside once again and with his free hand he opened my legs even more. With humid fingers he began touching me softly, while I just left out from my mouth small skittish moans.

“Hmm… no…” I said uneasy, but Sephiroth kept repeating the same action. He smiled at me once more, closing his face to mine while trying to kiss me again and I could feel how one finger began touching me so deeply that I left out a small cry, moving away from him.

“It’s all right…” Sephiroth said with tranquilizing voice, getting closer again. This time he let me know before trying to do it again, asking me to relax. I felt once again the little intruder, but now I tried to control myself. Sephiroth moved his finger skillfully, as if he has done this hundreds of times. The discomfort began to go away, and I began moaning once again. I felt more relaxed now, and Sephiroth took advantage of this to introduce a second finger.

Moaning again with my mouth fully open, I placed my hands over his shoulders, not knowing if I had to stop him or let him continue. But I surrendered and let Sephiroth continue like this for a few minutes. His body got closer, taking his fingers off me and placing his body over mine. I could feel immediately all his warmth, and he began kissing me again, this time trying to introduce his tongue inside my half-opened mouth. I intertwined my legs over his back, a primitive instinct told me exactly what to do.

Sephiroth broke our intimate kiss, and with his lips he searched for my thin neck, kissing it, nibbling it softly. I noticed how his strong arms lifted my hips easily, as if preparing me for the inevitable.

“Hmm… ah!” a short moan escaped from my mouth when I felt something hard tried to enter me. Sephiroth pushed with softness and delicacy, but that didn’t stop the inexplicable pain I felt that made me drop a few tears. I could hear Sephiroth moan just a little, until he finally stopped pushing, to later stare at me with those jade eyes that seemed to glare in the darkness of the night.

“Cloud, Cloud, Cloud…” he repeated my name while he caressed my blond spiky hair. He stayed still for a few seconds, staring at me profoundly. “You are so fresh, so tight…”, he whispered in my ear, licking a little the lobule of my right ear. I didn’t know what to say in those moments, it was if I had forgotten how to pronounce words.

Starting to move rhythmically, Sephiroth supported his body over his elbows at each side of my body. My legs still crossed his back, but my arms lay loose over my head. I moaned and gasped with more strength, soon the pain disappeared and was replaced by an immense sensation of pleasure. In all my young life I haven’t been that intimately attached to another person like I was with that man I called my hero in that precious moment.

Soon I could feel how Sephiroth’s movements sped up, while I just moaned with my eyes closed. I felt his mouth near my neck, along with his hot and agitated breath over my skin. Reaching climax, I released myself completely, wetting my stomach and Sephiroth’s that was so close to mine. In that moment I left out a long moan, grasping the sheets with my hands. It seemed that with that simple moan I impulsed Sephiroth to breath strongly, feeling a humid sensation inside me that I couldn’t describe.

The movements stopped. Our breathing began to calm down. Sephiroth separated his sweaty body from mine, and I moaned softly while he did it. The truth is that I still don’t understand how everything occurred, but I didn’t care. Sephiroth rested his body beside mine and pulled the silky sheet, accommodating it over our naked bodies. He embraced me, placing one arm over my chest and he closed his eyes, tired from all the effort. I just stared at the ceiling with my tired eyes, and little by little the weariness overcame my body, rebelling against my consciousness that stubbornly tried to comprehend what transpired in that room that night. That night when I graduated with honors and that by a chance of fate, I ended sleeping with the hero of my childhood fantasies.