You Are Mine
by Pat Katsuragi

"Yagami..." I whispered tired, it wasn't strange for me anymore. You're the only one who can surprise me in that way, you, the one that controls the purple flames. I turn around to see you and you smiled evily... in your hands rested a sheet of paper, with a poem I wrote for Yuki.

"A poem for the girl...hm..." you said, while you inflamed it on your hand, turning it into ashes. I frowned, angered, how could you?...how could you burn it in front of my eyes, the words I have composed.

"Are you angry, Kyo-chan?" you asked with discomfort in your words, with a very bad disimulated madness... what's going on, Yagami?

"Aren't you ever going to leave me alone? Dammit!" I grunted furious, my patience has a limit afterall... "I don't think so, even if you are dead " you joked while getting a fighting stance.

"Fighting, again? I'm really tired, Yagami... I'm tired of having to carry on with something I didn't start... aren't you tired as well?" I dared to ask, without letting my pride aside... because I... after all, am not afraid of you! Your eyes glowed with fury...

"I have wasted my whole life in this, it's your fault, and of your damned clan that I control this...", you show me the purple flames emerging from your hand, they play, they become stronger and then you extinguish them closing your fist strongly. "I'm cursed, with the power of Orochi, my life is short... very short... I live just to kill you..." I always knew that, but until this moment I have taken your words seriously. At the beginning I felt trilled, to fight with you, to be unbeatable rivals... but with the flow of time, I got sick of it, and I want it to end. Now, Iori, I understand your reasons... you hate me because you're life is ending, because you only have time to think how to kill me...

"Let's fight then..." I ask you in a calm way, I know you have no idea of my thoughts... but, you know... I think is a good moment for you to kill me. HA! - a mocking smile - I'm going to surrender for you, I'll die because... because... I close my eyes thightly... shit, because I love you! Since I met you, I guess, and in a very strange way... I know I'm the only thing you have, the only thing I truly have is you... my friends, Benimaru, Shingo... Yuki... all of them have been with me, but never like you! You have never left me, never have thought of other thing than me... yes, I'm more important than life, for you. "YamiBarai!" I shout loud enough for you to hear, but without the energy to do it. "YamiBarai" you repeated when you saw my move, both fires burned together, to finally get extinguished. I frowned, good IORI!, this is your moment. I start to run to you, with all my strenght, I know you don't know what move you're expecting from me. "MOERO!" I heard this words from my own lips, while I took you by surprise and applied Moon Koto on you. The fire consumed you... or that's what I thought, but you arise unhurt of my fire. I was amazed, you're even stronger.

"SHINE!" Ha! What's your technique? Imitate all my movements? I smiled while I waited for the attack... then I begin to feel the floor on my back and finally the explosion. I couldn't do anything. I got on my feet instantly. "What are you trying to do, Kyo?" You finally ask me. I smile to your question; slowly, I walk to you, but you don't move. I look up at you, you are imponent, you know?... the red, tight pants, with those black belts that unite one leg to another. The long, white shirt, so tight to your strong chest... over it the small black jacket, just makes your figure even more desirefull. The red, rebel locks of your hair, falling over your face and leaving in secret one part of you... that part I have always wanted to see, but that you have never let me even try!

"If I die... you'll stop hating me... you'll stop living just to kill me... if I die, YOU WILL START TO LIVE THE REST OF YOUR DAYS!" I scream, without being able to shut up one more day what I feel for you... damn!!!, I love you since a long time, and YOU ARE MINE!, just as I AM YOURS!, I have been since the first day your eyes looked at me, and your heart desired my blood!

"Are you stupid?" You shouted at me, coming closer and pushing me back... you're mad, really mad. "If you die, I will hate you for dying!" You surprise me so much by telling me those words, Iori. "If you die, I won't be able to start living again... I'll be alone, and why would I want a lonely life?" Why did you say this?, don't you want to live? Because the furious gesture in your eyes, is not of hatred for me... for the first time we have been together, I feel that you didn't want to kill me... but instead, you want me by your side, sharing your loneliness.

"Why are you saying that?" Give me an answer, a sign that you love me, as I love you! Although I dream, is possible that happens!

"Because..." You remain silent, in a minute, your face goes cold again and I feel, again, the need of ripping my heart, that you have always wanted "... you have to suffer with me!, you want to end with this? you want to die?... please, who do you want to trick, Kusanagi?... youâre a coward!, you want to escape with that girl you say is your girlfriend... you want to escape from me!, but never!... YOU WILL LIVE AND SUFFER WITH ME! AND YOU WILL DIE WHEN I DIE!" You exclaimed taking me with fury from my shoulders, shanking me brutally... I stand still, while you shake me like a doll... is that what you want me for? - I close my fists and I frown again, angry! - Here I am, trying to deliver my heart to you... but you only think of killing me, in making me suffer... in the same thing!

"I LOVE YOU, YOU STUPID!, I LOVE YOU..." I spit out these words without caring, that day will be the last... or you finish with me now... or..." "I DONâT WANT TO KILL YOU, I DONâT WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU! I DONâT WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU, I PREFER TO DIE AND LET YOU LIVE... DONâT YOU UNDERSTAND IT!?"

Your eyes shined in surprise, itâs because you didnât expect that I left my pride aside and recognize something like this, do you? You have never thought about it, my dear... I love you so much and now I feel that a big weight has disapeared from my shoulders, but... Iâll regret this soon, right? That evil smile in your lips tells me...

"Faggot..." you whispered without consideration... smiling to me openly, happy, maybe... but always making fun of my situation...

"True..." I admit, but it has nothing wrong, isnât it? I try to be with Yuki... I feel that I love her, but no feeling is so strong like the one that bonds me with you, maybe I can give my heart to her... but I will give my own life, my soul to you, even after death... but, you wonât accept it, right?

"And thatâs not the worst... youâre a coward!" You whispered to me in such a way, that a shiver run over my body... you got close to me, with a look I cannot understand and I donât know what are your intentions. "I donât want you do die..." You murmured beside my ear, my head tried to turn, to find your eyes... but your hand against my neck, made me stand still... I felt the warmth of that rough hand, against my neck that seemed so fragile in that moment. You got even more closer, and now I can feel your body next to mine...

I felt a moist sensation on my neck, that slided over my ear... then I knew they were your lips on my skin, I quivered in fear to the idea of that sweet caress that came from you... maybe, I knew you less than I thought, isnât it? I parted my lips to tell you something, but you didnât let me emit any sound.

"Donât say anything... donât you dare..." you ordered in a treatening voice, what is this all about?, I donât really know what you are up to, because of yoru words... I can tell that you want to tear me in pieces... but however, now your hands caress my face softly, in a way that in A MILLION OF YEARS I couldnât have imagined that came from you. You turned my face unexpectedly, to you, my look encountered your fierce look you always have... I wanted to speak, because I admit the fear I feel, but a finger of yours rested over my lips... "You are mine... to hate you, to kill you... to make you suffer... to anything else, but you are mine..." you whispered, while your lips moved closer my neck and bit my skin with some evil in it, I moved an eyebrow because of the light pain, without believing what you have said to me... is it, that you love me too? Is difficult to understand, when your hands take my wrists and donât let me move...

"Iâm yours... but you are mine... to love you, Iori..." I dared to say, making your threat aside, your eyes searched for mine and your lips rushed over my lips, with a fast and violent move, so fast I couldnât react, a hand of yours took my neck, and squeezed it thightly against your face, while your other hand landed inmediatly over my pants, you wonât wait, do you? But I felt how your breath be one with mine, and my flavor mixing with yours, that sensation became so delicious, and from that moment I knew I could not feel something equal. Your tongue against mine and the rub of your face against mine, is like if we were made for each other, always, and that this is not something unforbiden...

You threw my body against the floor, with strenght and violence, while you put on your knees over my body, with a leg at each side of my waist... you wait, maybe, for me to stay still? I sat on the floor and I rushed to take your jacket off, but I scarcely took some buttons off, when you threw me with strength over the floor... "SHIT!" I shouted, feeling the pain, your hands pressured my shoulders strongly, and I began to feel you were about to brake them, a mocking smile appeared in your lips. You released me, and when I tried to move again, you make a denying nod with your head, for me that was enough...

"I will have to take some measurements... " you said, while you took my two wrists with one of your hands, and with the other one I see how you take the belt that joins your two legs, and you begin to put it on my wrists, tying me up!

"IORI" I reclaimed!, for the second time, calling you by your name.

"Donât disrespect me, Kyo-chan..." You said in a joking way, while you got rid of my clothes in a rough way, I donât know how the hell you made it, but in seconds you had me totally naked and at your mercy... then you kissed me again, with the same brutality, keeping my body against the floor and your body, making me feel inmovilized and THATâS HOW I AM!... but while your tongue searches for mine, and play, your hands take your clothes off, and the skin gets exposed, it rubs against mine, making me feel a need sensation I never thought I could feel.

"FINISH WITH THIS NOW, YAGAMI YOU FOOL!" I exclaimed, having the knowledge that you could kill me because of that, but I just got a smile from you, you took me from my arms and made me sit over your legs, in front of you, with your bare body against mine, in the same way. Never, in my whole life, I had your face this close, I feel your breathing make tickles in my chest. With my tied hands, I moved your red locks of your hair, letting your face uncovered, a beautiful view FOR ME! JUST FOR ME!, and because of that, YOU ARE MINE!... mine Yagami!, to love you, to hate you, of to fight with you... it doesnât matter, right?

"Iâm no fool..." you reclaimed, baring your theet on my neck with strenght, a swollen moan came out from my lips, reforced by a scream, when one of your hands rested in between my legs and began to stroke strongly, so strongly, I closed my eyes, without avoiding it; when I opened them, an evil smile was in your face. My lips searched for yours, while you stroked me with force, and I began to follow the pasionate rhythm that your hand imposed on me, my body moves to the rhythim you impose to me!, I have waited for this moment so long... that even in your cruel way, I want to be yours, to show you I belong to you, as much as you to me! A feeling stuned my thoughts, and I opened my mouth forcefully asking for air, while you looked pleased, your hand moved with more strenght, more at each passing moment... my body followed that rhythim, implacable, and I began to think it will never finish...

"Iori..." I hardly hear, but I know you heard, I moaned your name when the pleasure became unbearable, and the moistness between us, made your hand stop itâs movements. While I took air, in a helpless state, you smiled, with my eyes half open, I watched your smile.

"Is it enough, Kusanagi?" You asked in a mocking way, while you took me with strength by my hips and began to rub your body against mine, your crotch with mine...

"No..." I whispered, you think it was enough so soon? NEVER!, you need me as much as I do! and you know it!, donât try to make you the though guy! But the passionate brush of your manhood against mine, makes me lose all conscience, and feel that warmth over my body, makes me desire you in such a way, I didnât know I could desire... you stoped the movement of your hips against mine. Which, of course, made fall abruptly from heaven, in where I was. I looked at you curious, why do you want me to wait?

An evil smile, I made myself know it wasnât to punish me, that you have stoped. When I understood you purpose, my tied hands grasp from your neck, leaving it inside my hands, and your head close to mine. Your body tried to enter mine, provoking a really painfull sensation... I screamed, and buried my nails on your back, I wanted to escape, move myself, but your hands had me inmovilized, and my body kept without giving in, without giving you the space you demanded!... because of that, you made a brusque, strong move, wining more space, and making my body to accept, against itâs will... the pain was even worse, and tears came out of my face, over your shoulders. I know you noticed, and because of the feel of that moisture over your shoulders, you let me rest, and you didnât move a sole muscle, waiting for me to being used to that painful sensation that I have never felt.

"I love you, Kyo..." you whispered to my ear, I turned my face to yours, those tender words that came from you, yes... you have told me that you love me!, you kissed the wet trail of my tears, over my cheeks... "Now, Iâm going to continue, ok?" you asked, with the same tenderness of a moment awhile... so you are Iori Yagami, the true one?, the one that I never could meet... until tonight... I agreed with a soft nod of my head, then your body moved inside mine, provoking some pain, at the beginning, but later the pleasure overcame... my body began to move at the soft rhythym you ordered, you watched my enraptured face, while me made love, my face expressing the greatest of pleasure... so much for knowing you were mine, as for hearing you say to me you loved me...

Our bodies continued rubbing at each other, and in that moment the cold of the wind didnât matter, the warmth that we generate maintain us in a special climate, and the sound of the leaves of the trees, is opaqued by our moans of pleasure, your lips search for mine, melting again in a tender kiss, nothing compared with the passion of a few moments ago... when we separated, I rested my head over your shoulder, and you did the same, you grabbed my head with one of your hands, while the other was still in my crotch... again, the wetness that came from my body stoped your movements over me... it was that, or maybe that just in that moment, my body received the warm moisture of yours... it doesnât matter... we stayed there embraced for a few minutes... but it had to end, isnât it?

You got back on your feet, with a serious face... while I rested on the floor, I didnât dare to say anything. While I take some air, you began to dress, without even looking at me... whatâs going on, Iori?... are you afraid of looking at me, after telling me you love me?... after being so tender?... could that be? I got on my feet and I embraced you... I know you are surprised... but however, you donât reject me. You turn and untie my hands...

"Will we meet again?" I dare to ask, while you suit your jacket on your body, you looked at me curiously, my body still naked...

"Yes..." you said, getting closer and taking something from your pockets, a ring maybe?... yes, you took my hand and gave it to me... I looked at the ring curious, then you raised your hand and showed me the one you always had... theyâre identical!... then, you have always loved me, do you?...the same as I, since the first moment." Forever and always" you just said, while you gave your back to me, I took the ring and slided it in my finger...

"Forever and always... you are mine... Iori..." I answered, sure that you listened to me, you turned around to see me, even far, with an enigmatic smile.

"...you are mine...Kyo" You stoped, continuing the words of moments ago... I stand still, watching how you disappeared in the darkness... I know I will see you again, because "Forever and always... you are mine..."

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